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I am an Ashtray

by Fool's Hill

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I'm fucked and everyone knows it and I just can't contain it and I can't stop my chaos from spillin out I don't want to hear you sympathize I know what you are thinking There's no like left in these blood shot eyes of mine So everyone look out below cuz I'll self destruct and forget everything that I know 975 or ten day and they don't fuckin care unless we pay and they sure as fuck don't care if we got a place to stay And I just want to destroy everything that I can see I hope it goes down in flames anxiety and depression run through my veins Flawed logic handed down generations Must undo this while I still can While yer dreamin of heaven after death I'm tryin to build one right fuckin now So save yer breath my friend Don't pray for me
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Pin Drop 01:09
I'm on the bottom just waitin for a pin drop anything will count countin on the days oh the days when the weekends don't stop time is freakin me out
3.
Spent a decade brainwashed by 90's TV bein told Be all that you can be So I caved and I gave into the system They put a gun in my hand and sent me to a foreign land They said we must help these people understand that it feels so good to be American And if they don't then we must put them down to protect our land for your mom and dad but most importantly for uncle same When I came back nothin made fuckin sense all I saw was privilege and ignorance Now I'm confused built my life on mistrust and abuse Long trusted friends turned their backs and became dissociates No one gives a shit if ya live once you become a dumpster kid I don't get how people are proud of where they're from like they had somthin to do with it Fuck yer flags n fences I truly don't give a shit It's just yer national pride is makin me fuckin sick I hope I get to live and see the Red and Black hang the noose for the Red White and the Blue
4.
I learned somthin new today listen to what I have to say you're never gunna listen to me anyways that's just the way this family was raised Your feelings aren't objective truths they're lies you cling to from your youth why can't you see this so called good doesn't care about your happiness they're in it for the money Brother of mine there's much to learn from what our eyes can see all you must do is look between Search and you'll find the answer to the riddles of our minds what is this life what does it mean What will you do when religion falls through jus when you realize gods abandoned you can you see how worrying about nothing never really even made ya happy Not to fear jus look at me chose long ago not to believe the sun still shines I got air to breath yeah it's ok to sin and not feel guilty Sister of mine there's much to learn from what our eyes can see all you must do is look between Search and you'll find the answer to the riddles of our minds what is this life what does it mean
5.
We can smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke till we're no longer high or we can drink drink drink drink drink till we fuckin die well what do we got to loose we shouldn't have to choose so roll that blunt and pass that bottle of booze

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released June 10, 2014

Reuben Jasinski: Guitar/ Vox/ Washboard
Isaac Coyote: Guitar/ Uke/ Bass/ Vox
Kelly Fox: Violin

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Reuben: guitar n singin

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